Cheated

I know I did wrong
Now it’s time to let me go
I didn’t have a good reason to do it
But I know I hit you very low
I admit that I cheated
And I have shattered all your dreams
But no matter how hard I try to fix this
The harder this is going to be
This is going to hurt a lot
And a lot of tears are going to be shed
And you are going to spend many nights crying
And wetting that pillow on your bed
See most men are ashamed to do this
Or don’t have the balls to approach you with this
But I love you too much to keep you believing
That I have given my heart, mind, body and soul
To only share with you
See your friends give you a hint
And you thought that they were lying
For in your heart you can’t live without me
For what would be your reason for living
I cheated love and now you know it
You now can’t ignore it
Because I told you
Time to face the truth now
And stop pretending like it’s a dream
Right now I am confused
And really don’t know what to do
Should I sit and tell you that I am sorry
Or sorry just won’t do
Should I tell you that I will never do it again
And that I really really love you
Or open up my heart
And try to make up all my lies to you
Don’t get me wrong my love
I can imagine just what you are going through
Or what going through that mind of yours while you ponder on what to do
You probably want to go sit in your room
Because right now you don’t know what to do
And cry your heart out thinking why me did he have to do this to
There is a mirror across your bed and you are looking in it
Thinking deeply where did you go wrong
Why did I have to do it?
I know what I did was wrong and I really didn’t have to do it
But if you see this beauty that I was with if you were me you would have done it
I am going to be real with you
As I start to walk away
Please read carefully what I am about to say
I did wrong so sue me
And I know you can’t get me out of your mind easily
I know you thought that our love was strong
And right now you believe that we can move on
But baby why should I lie
How does what I am telling you make you feel inside
Open your eyes my love what we had is gone
And its not going to come back
I am through with this relationship
But I am still in love with you
What we had in this world is finished
And I want nothing more than to be friends with you
I cheated and I admit it
But right now my love I want you to forgive me to
The time is yours my love
Now it’s all up to you
If you need me you know how to find me
But just know in your heart
That I still love you