The Consumption

The thought of you consumes me can't get you out of my mind easily maybe I’m just a guy who's needy, but your loves the soul food that feeds me every moment I imagine how it would be to hold you in my arms so gently and watch you fall asleep so tenderly kiss you on your forehead so passionately you are the only one for me and everyday I dream about you sometimes even miserably because I don’t get to hear from you no more often its like our love just disappeared in a coffin all I could feel is the ashes and dust coming from my heart because I know it no more thrust, thinking of your love and what it means to me, dreaming about you ever so passionately I want to be involved with you romantically carving our names in the bark of trees my heart has been locked but somehow you hold the key to having my heart and soul completely why do you think love is represented as a trinity it is not just the foundation of Christianity but the building blocks of a family where God, man and woman are three It's the relationship that sets our hearts free now we understand the meaning of living independently because there is no you without considering me and without God in the center we would not be so now I choose to love you unequivolently with your bad habits and destructive tendencies even if on the smallest tasks we don’t agree I am committed to our personal growth as individuals fully baby I'm not perfect, so if I do something you think is uncharacteristic and silly don’t hesitate to take a moment to express your feelings to me and if I listen don’t take my reaction personally I’m just experiencing a moment of temporary insanity cause when its all said and done what are u to me is more than words or numerical descriptions 1-4-3 if I were immortal and could live for eternity I would want nothing more in this world to have you here with me. It feels like years since we have been a part but it’s only been a week that’s caused a torn heart I guess that’s where trust comes in to play and even though I may not get to hear from you each and every day. I want you to know that I am here to stay. To love you now and forever until the very last day. Like they say absence makes the heart grow founder. And the love what we have this relationship will go farther. Baby my love for you is deeper than any ocean wider than any sea but the love that grows in my heart is a feeling that will be until eternity