MiSsInG YoU

let me tell you why i miss you
and see if it matters
why my heart yearns for your presence
wishing you were beside me
holding you in my arms so gently
wish you were here for me to kiss you passionately
i know that you are the one for me
wishing i had a knife to carve our names romantically
in my arms to i can feel the pain rush to me
i day dream of you in the day and fall sleep with you on my mind
and wake up in the morning with a smile as if you had slept by my side
when i try to fight this feeling there is nothing that i can do
cause everthing i see or touch
somehow it reminds me of you
but i tend not to worry too much
because i know that whenever you arrive
it will be the last time you ever leave me
because then you will be a bride by my side
i think of all the joy we share
and the good times spent together
just looking in those eyes of yours made me feel as light as a feather
you cannot see my face right now
or even imagine how i feel
that whenever you and i are apart
how emotional am i and know that our love is real
sometime i try to count sheep to make me go to sleep
but then each sheep turns into a memory of you
ones that help put me into a deep sleep
have me feeling as if your behind me breathing on my neck
with your soft hands around my waist
and your hair rubbing on my back
your mouth begins to whisper softly in my ear
telling me that you love me
and how much you really care
i miss you more as if the night had no moon
and the day had no sun
and a flower thats beggining to bloom has no rain to help its growth come
sometimes thinking of you so much
leaves me gasping for air
as if there is no air to breath
or like a thorn stuck in my throat
lol the thought of you being by my side
makes my mind feels as if there is a struggle
everytime i try to say your name all i could do is stutter
because every moment with you is like rain pouring down a gutter
i dont know what to do right now for i am feeling a bit confused
but i know one thing that you are mine
and because of this my heart will never shatter
i miss you