New Beginning

Its a brand new day and oh the joy i am feeling
as i sing Marvin Gaye's song sexual healing
i tend to realize that i can't get you out of my mind
and how the time flied as i watched your smile shine
i keep thinking about how much i enjoyed talking with you
all the jokes we cracked and the tears that were shared
and the joy after the big break through
who could forget that smile of yours that shined so ever bright
like a sun at the touch of dawn bringing you it's morning light
and how much i laughed at that dumb laugh at yours
where ever did you buy it
i have been daydreaming about you off and on all day
replaying pieces of our conversation over and over like a scorched record was playing
i have memorized your face and the way you look at me
it melts my heart every time i think about it
that i often catch myself smiling
imagining what will happen the next time you and i are together
you must be something really special
because i cant remember the last time i have felt so strongly about someone
even though none of us knows what the future holds
i know one thing for sure
you are one of the best things that has happened to me in a very long time
that i cant get you off my mind
wondering about that day we will face
when it will all be over and the pics on everybody's face
wishing it was them that could be so happy
as we are about to take part on our new journey
we have to remember everything happens for a reason
nothing happens by chance not even in a new season
from the day we were born our lives were planned out this way
we just have to hold on strong and get out the devils way
life gets rough as the times go by
but if we hold hands firm
nothing can tear us apart
because we were meant to be
i dont have to tell you anything for you know what i am going to say
but keep sweet my love for we are here to stay

THE FIRST TIME WE MET

The first time we met i already knewthat there had to be something speacial about you from the glow in your eye to the smile on your faceand the softness of your voice made me yearn for your embracefrom the breath out your mouth as it glided across my facecame your first words to me and gee did i shakeas time went by and the more we spoke i knew i had found a friend where each of us could comprehendall of this felt so new to memade me feel as if i were in a book one of those mysterieswhich then unfolded into a fantastic story or was this all a dream somebody pinch me i think i am about to scream you saw nothing worng with a guy crying in a movieor thought that his poetry was indecent for a guy to be writingyou had me thinkgin about the words of my favorite song late at night when all the world is sleepingi stay up and think of you and i wish on a star that somewhere you are thinking of me toocause i am dreaming of you tonight until tomorrow i will be holding you tight and there is no where in this world i would rather be than here in my room dreaming about you and me.....the day at the beach felt like a retreatfor seeing you took away all of my miseryseeing that smile again touched me in a way that made my heart pump fast again i never thought it could happen again a feeling that consumed me a feeling so powerfula feeling so overwhelminga feeling that made me feel like a man againthe first time we met i saw that beautiful smile that looks like it came down from heavenjust being around makes me feel newas i think about how we can be togetherwhen you sit beside memy heart beats very fast as if its on 10 red bullwhen you walk pass bymy face gets high and i blush like a silly childdreaming about us being together gets my mind light like a feather as i think about what can really happenno ocean in this world could keep us apartto cause us to try to mend a torn heartour relationship would continue to shine as two bright stars on a dark gloomy nightwith us together our thoughts would uniteas we can speak through our eyeswithout even opening our mouthesbut this is all a dream what more can i say other than if you were mine you will never have a bad day for you seem to be one that has a heart of pure goldand with a smile like yours i dont want it to foldwhat impresses me most about you though is the fact of your inner beautyyour thoughts from within causes my head to spin and i cant believe you had it in youpeople in life dont know what they have until they have lost itbut with you in my life you i will cheerish and hold the key to your heart next to minewhat more can i say on this rainy day than to say that i really wish that you were mine..............................

JOY

I WAKE UP IN THE MORNING WITH A SMILE ON MY FACE

KNOWING THAT I AM LIVING AS I SOAR FOR LIFES GRACE

I LOOK AT YOU ON THE SIDE OF ME AS THE SUN BEGINS TO RISE

AND WATCH YOU FACE SHINE AS A RAY OF LIGHT BREAKS THE MORNING SKY

BEING AROUND YOU HAS SHOWN ME HOW MUCH LIFE HAS TO OFFER

AND I KNOW THAT I HAVE 2 TAKE ADVANTAGE OF IT IN ORDER FOR ME TO PROSPER

SO IN ORDER TO HELP ME BRING JOY INTO MY LIFE

FOR ME TO GO EACH DAY WITHOUT MISERY AND STRIFE

I NEED TO HAVE YOU BY MY SIDE AS MY BACK LIKE A BACK THAT KEEPS ME STRONG

YOU ARE THE ONE I ADORE WHO MAKES LIVING FAR MUCH MORE

THE ONE I GIVE MY HEART TOO WHOM I CALL MY UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

WHEN DAYS ARE GOING BAD FOR ME YOU HELP TO TURN IT AROUND

FOR ONE LOOK INTO THOSE EYES OF YOURS CAST AWAY EVERY FROWN

YOU HAVE BEEN HURT IN YOUR PAST AND I HAVE AN IDEA OF HOW YOU FEEL

I KNOW WHAT IT TAKES TO PLEASE YOU AND HOW TO MAKE YOU SQUEEL

SEE A REALTIONSHIP IS BUILT ON MORE THAN JUST TRUST

YOU HAVE TO KNOW HOW TO LISTEN AND WHAT MAKES THE HEART TO THRUST

I CAN RECALL THE FIRST DAY WE MET

YOU SMILED AT ME AND MY HEART SENSED A THREAT

BUT THEN AS I GOT TO KNOW YOU I REALIZED THAT YOU TOUCHED MY HEART

AND FROM THAT MOMENT ON I KNEW WE WOULD NEVER BE APART

THE MORE WE SPOKE WE REALIZED THE MORE WE WERE THE SAME

AND FROM THEN I KNEW THIS WOULD BE THE WOMEN TO SHARE MY LAST NAME

YOU ARE THE CLOSEST THING TO PERFECTION THAT I HAVE EVER CAME ACROSS

YOU COVERED MY MY HEART SO TIGHT LIKE A ROCK OVERGROWING WITH MOSS

YOU HAVE A HEART THAT IS FULL OF COMPASSION AND A VERY CARING SOUL

THAT FLOURISHES MY HEART LIKE A FLOWER HELPING OUR LOVE TO GROW

YOU ARE MY CONFIDANT AND MY LOVER AND MY VERY BEST FRIEND

WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL IT'S YOU WHO I CHOOSE TO BE WITH TO THE END

AS THE GREAST WRITER SAYS WHO KNOWS WHAT TOMORROW BRINGS

IN A WORLD WHERE FEW HEARTS SURVIVE ALL I KNOW IS THE WAY I FEEL

TRUST ME THIS IS TRUE

BECAUSE RIGHT NOW MY LOVE ALL I WANT TO IS BE WITH U

MiSsInG YoU

let me tell you why i miss you
and see if it matters
why my heart yearns for your presence
wishing you were beside me
holding you in my arms so gently
wish you were here for me to kiss you passionately
i know that you are the one for me
wishing i had a knife to carve our names romantically
in my arms to i can feel the pain rush to me
i day dream of you in the day and fall sleep with you on my mind
and wake up in the morning with a smile as if you had slept by my side
when i try to fight this feeling there is nothing that i can do
cause everthing i see or touch
somehow it reminds me of you
but i tend not to worry too much
because i know that whenever you arrive
it will be the last time you ever leave me
because then you will be a bride by my side
i think of all the joy we share
and the good times spent together
just looking in those eyes of yours made me feel as light as a feather
you cannot see my face right now
or even imagine how i feel
that whenever you and i are apart
how emotional am i and know that our love is real
sometime i try to count sheep to make me go to sleep
but then each sheep turns into a memory of you
ones that help put me into a deep sleep
have me feeling as if your behind me breathing on my neck
with your soft hands around my waist
and your hair rubbing on my back
your mouth begins to whisper softly in my ear
telling me that you love me
and how much you really care
i miss you more as if the night had no moon
and the day had no sun
and a flower thats beggining to bloom has no rain to help its growth come
sometimes thinking of you so much
leaves me gasping for air
as if there is no air to breath
or like a thorn stuck in my throat
lol the thought of you being by my side
makes my mind feels as if there is a struggle
everytime i try to say your name all i could do is stutter
because every moment with you is like rain pouring down a gutter
i dont know what to do right now for i am feeling a bit confused
but i know one thing that you are mine
and because of this my heart will never shatter
i miss you

The Past

it was five year ago or cant you remember
the sweet smelling aroma of rain and whatever
it was raining hard and the breeze blowing rapidly
i saw that smile and couldnt get you off my mind so easily
it took some time and courage to speak to you
but by the time i aproached you i didnt know what to do
you were with your cousin with her soft voice that cant hurt a fly
except for when she wanted to make noise
she introduced us both an told me about you and from that point on
i could't stop thinking of you
as time moved on and the days progressed
it was easy to talk without no stress
i found a common denominator his name was avery
he was like your best friend so it was easy for me
but then i got this tip that you were going through something
with one short little goon who obviously meant nothing
to me of course couldnt i didnt care
with just one glance and the touch of your hair
i got to see that smile from you
made me glad it made me feel knew
then the good news came that you two were not going
i was so rejoiced i felt like jumping
so i tried my hand and to my surprise
you grabbed on to the bait like a little goggle eye
but then again you did it again you left me once more for another little friend
and then it came to me again that now you have desserted from this other little friend
you seem confused and dont know what to do
but i am willing to give you an option so you will have a clue
that i have been here from the very beginning
ready to win your heart and do all of the mending
so you wont have to go through the breaking up again
for i will be more than a lover but a very close friend
the one that you can give your heart to
where i will keep it close to me like the rest should have tried to do
before they failed and hurt your heart
but now we have a very fresh start
with you i can go on and on
talking about you from dusk to dawn
but all i am asking is one lil favor to try me just once like an ice cream flavor
i promise i wont heart your heart
and if you give me a chance you wont ever again have to restart

Desire

It's raining it and i am soaked in it


cant speak my mind because i am choking on it


don't know what to do or even how to say it


cause my heart is on fire with this desire i can't cope it


tell me what to do or what should i say


should i mend a torn heart and reach for a brighter day


or sit back and groan and listen to some sad song


as michael would sing it why won't you leave me alone


these feeling i mean i can't get rid of it


but hold on exceuse me let me tell you how i am feeling it


to let you feel my hearts desire as it screams how badly it wants your touch


for me to hold you in my arms while my heart begins to thrust once more


while i feel for your touch


that makes my heart shiver like a earthquake when it rips open the ground


trust me my queen i want you to wear my crown forever and ever as this love continues to grow


It felt so hard and no matter how hard I tried
It seemed as if I would have forever been burning up inside


i yearn for you to be with me


as i hold you in my arms ever so gently


and kiss you ever so passionatly


as i want you to look in my arms with those gleaming eyes


and let me read your thoughts as my hands wear your body down


and i dont ever wan t to see you with a frown


i want to mak e love to you until our hearts explode


as i reach out once more for you to hold

to look once more into your eyes

and whisper your name as we approach quiet times

this deisre for you will be too strong to deny

my desire for you is like a ball of fire

thats burning my soul as my love for you grows higher and higher

as if i am climbing up to a mountain top

but this is something that i dont want come to an end

these feelings i have for you comes from deep within

and my hearts desire will burn from here on end

BLISS

His hand upon her cheek,Her hand upon his face,His fingertips against her back,She leans in for his embrace.Endless kisses,Fulfilled wishes,Tongue slips in somehow,Love or lust?Unsure yet they allow.Gently tossed on to the bed,Laid down with so much emotion,Becoming one with such explosion.Flesh infused with flesh,Eyes closed tight,With quickened breaths,Gentle nibbles,And soft bites.In and out,Back and forth,Opened mouth,Eyes rolled back.He groans,She cries,He moans,She screams.Faster the motion,The louder the commotion,Sudden rush of blood.Coming to a higher note,Reaching their high point,Thighs opened,Shell broken,Whispers spoken.The aftermath,Fall asleep next to each other,Dampened in one another’s sweat,Trying to catch their breathsMemories of his hand against her breast.Breathing slows down,Heart beating normally,Naked bodies wrapped up in sheets.Cuddling closer to each other,Warm bodies entangled in one another.A fantasy,Or just plain bliss?

The Consumption

The thought of you consumes me can't get you out of my mind easily maybe I’m just a guy who's needy, but your loves the soul food that feeds me every moment I imagine how it would be to hold you in my arms so gently and watch you fall asleep so tenderly kiss you on your forehead so passionately you are the only one for me and everyday I dream about you sometimes even miserably because I don’t get to hear from you no more often its like our love just disappeared in a coffin all I could feel is the ashes and dust coming from my heart because I know it no more thrust, thinking of your love and what it means to me, dreaming about you ever so passionately I want to be involved with you romantically carving our names in the bark of trees my heart has been locked but somehow you hold the key to having my heart and soul completely why do you think love is represented as a trinity it is not just the foundation of Christianity but the building blocks of a family where God, man and woman are three It's the relationship that sets our hearts free now we understand the meaning of living independently because there is no you without considering me and without God in the center we would not be so now I choose to love you unequivolently with your bad habits and destructive tendencies even if on the smallest tasks we don’t agree I am committed to our personal growth as individuals fully baby I'm not perfect, so if I do something you think is uncharacteristic and silly don’t hesitate to take a moment to express your feelings to me and if I listen don’t take my reaction personally I’m just experiencing a moment of temporary insanity cause when its all said and done what are u to me is more than words or numerical descriptions 1-4-3 if I were immortal and could live for eternity I would want nothing more in this world to have you here with me. It feels like years since we have been a part but it’s only been a week that’s caused a torn heart I guess that’s where trust comes in to play and even though I may not get to hear from you each and every day. I want you to know that I am here to stay. To love you now and forever until the very last day. Like they say absence makes the heart grow founder. And the love what we have this relationship will go farther. Baby my love for you is deeper than any ocean wider than any sea but the love that grows in my heart is a feeling that will be until eternity

How I am Feeling

If you were to allow me to show u how 2 be loved then you would have no reason to cry but if u do my shoulder is always here 4 u. I think of you each morning And dream of you each night When my thoughts begin racing, I think of you and I. The thought of us being together, and never letting go holding on to what we have helping us to grow. Growing deeper in this love, this love that is so true don’t need nobody else, because ALL I NEED IS YOU. You are my inspiration; to me you are so true. With a heart so pure as gold that why I chose you. You've proven yourself to be different because you are so unique special in everyway. With you I feel my life is complete. you bring joy into my life and wash away all the sorrows when I am around u my brain seems oh so hollow. you make me feel like I am floating on cloud ninec ause the love I know we share is just so oh dam divine the best part of my day when you are not around is day dreaming about u for I can dream ever so far putting our lives in a fantasy wondering one day if it really could be that I have you here right next to me while we carve our names in to the bark of trees making love in the shadows ever so passionately not giving a care for whoever may see for the love we share between you and me is a constant flow of insanity where the numerical expression 1-4-3 is more than a number towards you and me and as I sit and write without a fright not caring to know who reads this while I flow on the love I have while I think of u knowing full well that the love I have for you is true I want you to know that I do love you and these feelings I have will never fall throughfor they say in this world that nothing last foreverbut I don’t believe that is true because the way that I feel when we are togetheris a feeling I want to feeluntil the end of time from now until foreverthat’s how long my love I will be trueI will make you this vowand promise you now until forever I will never stopnever never ever stop loving you its going to take more than a lifetime to give u all the loveall the love I feel for u insidesometimes the deepest feelings are the ones that are not expressed the warm and caring feelings for the one whom I adore the bestmy love my love for you is far more than words can say I will love you now and forever until the very last day