A Good Woman

Some people say a good woman is hard to find
But I dare to differ for her true qualities is one of a kind
She is a woman that you should cherish and not have a value on
One that you can wake up with at the break of each dawn
She is that gleaming light in my eye
And one of the main reasons why I live
She is all that a man could wish for
And to her my heart I would give
This woman you should appreciate the commitment she has given to you
And not ever to take for granted all the things she has given up for you
A good woman does not live in fear of her future because of her past
But rather understands them as an experience in life for which she has grasped
A good woman is someone who is virtuous in the traditional sense of our patriarchy
She is thoughtful, gentle and kind and always ready and willing to listen to what is on our mind
A woman who loves her children and will do without so they can have what they need
A good woman can be your eyes when you are unable to see
Be that voice for you also when you are not able to speak
She is the wind beneath your wing believing in you when nobody else does
Knowing that she is committed and that you have perseverance to succeed against the odds
She is woman who shows what the 3 d’s she has for you
By being determined, dedicated and dependable showing you what a good woman can do
A good woman will let you know that for you she is always there
And will never leave your heart or create any fear
She is one to give me her heart and ask me to give her mine
And hope that I will always love her until the end of time

A Good Man

Not all men are dogs
Trust me I know what I am saying
I am living proof to what I believe in
Let me explain to you women that can’t see
What a good man should really be

That guy should be smart
But he doesn’t have to be clean
One that keeps his word
And sticks to what he means

His thoughts are gentle and no selfishness in his eye
Ready to give you the shirt off his back
Even if the rain was falling from the sky

When it comes to his family
You know he will provide
And protect them like a father should
And keeps integrity by his side

His woman would never have to worry
If her man has gone astray
Cause this is a good man
And in her arms is the only place he lays

This man knows when he has
A good woman by his side
For she follows him close
Like a kid hopping down a candy aisle
And he will never give up
The opportunity to have her by his side

He always wears a smile
Even when he had a bad day
For the words that come out of his mouth
Will always be kind gestures you will hear him say

He doesn’t have a big ego
Nor believes in showing off
For everything about him
Should show what he is made of

He loves his wife like a mother
And cares for her like no other
The thoughtful things he do
Really shows that he cares for you
Whatever brings a smile to your face
Or makes the world a happier place
Just goes to show the love he shares
For all the love ones around him that really care

This good guy would please you
In all ways that you should
From the top of your head
All the way down to your toes

A good guy would sit you down
And rub those feet of yours after a long day
And makes sure his boys know
That they have to go their way
You are his woman
And they can’t get in the way

A good guy would be more than just your man
But your lover your brother your confidant and your best friend
Trust me this guy has passion
And would hate to see you cry
He will hold you in his arms
And wipe those tears dry

You may feel this is a dream
And this can’t be reality
For you can’t find this man
Inside of your society

But he is out there trust me
I know what I mean
Even though everything you see
Doesn’t look good as it seems
Just have faith and wait patiently
God will send him in a dream

The Bottle

I got dressed one evening with a bunch of thoughts in my head
What in the world should I do I was getting very scared
I jumped in the car with the bat by my side
And on the run I went for juice and then off to get high

What should I do and how should I stop these feelings
The more I thought about it
The more I felt like drinking

You can’t imagine all that I am going through
Why I am screwed up in the head
And how therapy won’t do

Why I go to bed every night thinking the
Next morning they will find me dead
By some drug overdose
Or a gunshot to my head

Can you ever dream about what I am going to do?
About the women problems that I am going through
Or how my family can’t get to agreeing
Or all the school work that I have that has me
Up late at night screaming
Not to forget all the bills I have to pay
Tell me why on earth I should ever think that I should stay

Only thing to do now is get drunk by the hour
Hoping that I would fall asleep after I had a nice shower
Or get some ice and go in my room and meditate
And just hope that this night hurries and turns to a new day

But here I am on this road driving
With this bottle to my head without the juice
I already feel like dying
Thinking about who to call to tell them that I love them
But I am on my second 40 now this 151 is how I am living

All of a sudden it happened and then I felt like I had stop breathing
See my vision had gotten blurry and a strong tension I was feeling
As I grasped for breath with glass over my face
I had not seen the red light that I had passed by mistake
And this big truck came out and hit me
Flung me through the windshield like torpedo speeding

Family and friends flashed through my mind
And I couldn’t stop thinking
As my heart beat slower and my body grew weak
Who would have thought that it was time to go sleep
My neck had broken and all of my bones had cracked
If it weren’t for my car they could not identify me
For my face was so smashed
I didn’t mean to drink so much
But what was I to do
When you are in so much pain
There aren’t too many options for you

As I layed down in the road trying looking at my car ahead
I saw that brown bottle rolling past my head
Why did I do it did I really have to drink
But even if I did why didn’t I do it in moderation do you think?
As I glanced at the light a tear ran down my head
And at quarter to twelve I was pronounced DEAD..

Forget You

One of these mornings I am going to wake up
And wonder if your eyes were black or blue
Or even ponder in my head
If I can really live without having you

See I thought that it would be easy
For me to just forget about you
Never remembering your scent
Or a memory of ever dreaming about you

You thought that it would be easy
To just get up and cheat on me
Never once thinking about
What you were really doing to me

The sneaking around you did while you were cheating
Not even thinking if I were really noticing
The way you crept around as if I were dumb
While you did your stuff secretively
Thinking that I had never knew or if I did that I would say
But what difference would it matter to you anyway

See I have fallen to deep or so you thought
That no matter what you did
I would come back crawling like some little child
Begging for you to let me in

The memories of you cheating stuck in my head like a knife
Until felt like I was about to lose my life
I waited too long to deal with the issues
Now somebody’s here passing me a tissue
For I can’t stop all the tears from flowing out my head
I might as well lie in a coffin as if I were dead

All of my words are gone
And I don’t know what to do
My emotions are all running around
Like wild animals in a zoo

All these thoughts are racing about you and I
As I sit here looking up the sky as if I were about to die
But it doesn’t matter anymore and I can’t think of one good reason
To take you back in my life not now or in any other season
Just going to take this one step at a time
And forget that I know you as I speak my last rhyme

CHASE

you deserve her love, treasure it once you have it
instead of thinking about it and all the ways you have to fight it
you are my love , my world, my precious jewel , my fame
your are the only one in this world that i want to call my name
i dreamt of an evening when you let me felt your heart
and from that moment on i knew we could never be apart
i want to be the one who you fall asleep beside
knowing that your safe and you have no reason to hide
for i am here to protect you to be the protector in your life
to to be the one you count on to make sure all things are going right
i will never in my life mistreat you
or even dream of doing you wrong
for i can feel this passion for you burning inside me very strong
when i think of you i feel lucky to have met you all over again
but just hope this time that you wont leave without me becoming that true friend
you are a kind of friend that i really want to get to know
to see if we can have love for each other that can really help us grow
we both on our own have been through times that have been rough
but we both are still living to try again to see if we can find the one to trust
you seem to be a rare one you know the one that is hard to find
the one that i can share my life with and even use a shoulder to cry
by looking in your eyes all i can see is trust
and that smile you have seals the deal and my heart yearns to thrust
i want you to look into my eyes
and see what you mean to me
for i want you to see that i am real and as open as can be
lol i thought that in the beginning that you were just a flirt
but i was still afraid to approach you for i didn't want to get hurt
but now the day has come again and an opportunity once more
to find the courage to ask you what i couldnt ask you before
would you give me the chance to get to know you better
to learn how to love you and and to help your life better
i want to make your heart beat just for me
let be be your peace maker the one that holds the key
i want to make you smile more than anything
and while you do so look in my eyes and see my thoughts racing
i have to try and end this know ing that dreams do come true
but never in this world would i have thought of speaking to you
but now you have disappeared again with no trace of reappearing
or knowing if i one day would ever hear that voice so daring
knowing that i deserved your love and that you were a treasure worth finding...

when you love someone

I woke up this morning with a bright smile on my face

I thought I was dreaming but there you were sleeping with such grace

I looked at you beside me and behind me the sun began to rise

And I watched your face shine as a ray of light broke the morning sky

You can’t imagine all of the emotions for you that I am feeling

Got me singing in the shower you know the song sexual healing

I think of you each morning and dream of you each night

When my thoughts begin racing all I think of is you and I

The thought of us being together, and never letting go

Holding on to what we have helping us to grow.

Growing deeper in this love, this love that is so true

Baby I don’t need nobody else, because ALL I NEED IS YOU.

You are my inspiration; to me you are so true.

With a heart so pure as gold that why I chose you.

You've proven yourself to be different because you are so unique in every way.

With you I feel my life is complete and that’s why I am here to stay

You bring joy into my life and wash away all of my sorrows

When I am around u my brain seems ever so hollow.

You make me feel like I am floating on cloud nine

Cause the love I know we share is just so dam divine

The best part of my day when you are not around

Is day dreaming about u

Thinking about what you’re doing and being glad that I am with you

For I can dream ever so far putting our lives in a fantasy

Wondering one day if it really could be that I have you here right next to me

While we carve our names in to the bark of trees

Making love in the shadows ever so passionately

Not giving a care for whoever may see

For the love we share between you and me

Is a constant flow of insanity

Where the numerical expression 1-4-3

Is more than a number towards you and me

And as I sit and write without a fright

Not caring to know who reads this

While I flow on the love I have while I think of u

Knowing full well that the love I have for you is true

I want you to know that I do love you

And these feelings I have will never fall through

For they say in this world that nothing last forever

But I don’t believe that is true

Because the way that I feel when we are together

Is a feeling I want to feel until the end of time

From now until forever

That’s how long my love I will be true

I will make you this vow and promise you now until forever

I will never stop never never ever stop loving you

It’s going to take more than a lifetime

To give u all the love

All the love I feel for u inside

Sometimes the deepest feelings are the ones that are not expressed

The warm and caring feelings for the one whom I adore the best

My love my love for you is far more than words can say

I will love you now and forever until the very last day

Baby I want you to know that I am here to stay.

My love for you is something that won’t get blown away.

Like they say absence makes the heart grow founder.

And the love what we have this relationship will go farther.

Baby my love for you is deeper than any ocean

And wider than any sea

But the love that grows in my heart is a feeling that will be until eternity

SEE A REALTIONSHIP IS BUILT ON MORE THAN JUST TRUST

YOU HAVE TO KNOW HOW TO LISTEN AND WHAT MAKES THE HEART TO THRUST

I CAN RECALL THE FIRST DAY WE MET

YOU SMILED AT ME AND MY HEART SENSED A THREAT

BUT THEN AS I GOT TO KNOW YOU I REALIZED THAT YOU TOUCHED MY HEART

AND FROM THAT MOMENT ON I KNEW WE WOULD NEVER BE APART

THE MORE WE SPOKE WE REALIZED THE MORE WE WERE THE SAME

AND FROM THEN I KNEW THIS WOULD BE THE WOMEN TO SHARE MY LAST NAME

YOU ARE THE CLOSEST THING TO PERFECTION THAT I HAVE EVER CAME ACROSS

YOU COVERED MY HEART SO TIGHT LIKE A ROCK OVERGROWING WITH MOSS

YOU HAVE A HEART THAT IS FULL OF COMPASSION AND A VERY CARING SOUL

THAT FLOURISHES MY HEART LIKE A FLOWER HELPING OUR LOVE TO GROW

YOU ARE MY CONFIDANT AND MY LOVER AND MY VERY BEST FRIEND

WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL IT'S YOU WHO I CHOOSE TO BE WITH TO THE END

AS THE GREAST WRITER SAYS WHO KNOWS WHAT TOMORROW BRINGS

IN A WORLD WHERE FEW HEARTS SURVIVE ALL I KNOW IS THE WAY I FEEL

TRUST ME THIS IS TRUE

BECAUSE RIGHT NOW MY LOVE ALL I WANT TO IS BE WITH U