Forget You

One of these mornings I am going to wake up
And wonder if your eyes were black or blue
Or even ponder in my head
If I can really live without having you

See I thought that it would be easy
For me to just forget about you
Never remembering your scent
Or a memory of ever dreaming about you

You thought that it would be easy
To just get up and cheat on me
Never once thinking about
What you were really doing to me

The sneaking around you did while you were cheating
Not even thinking if I were really noticing
The way you crept around as if I were dumb
While you did your stuff secretively
Thinking that I had never knew or if I did that I would say
But what difference would it matter to you anyway

See I have fallen to deep or so you thought
That no matter what you did
I would come back crawling like some little child
Begging for you to let me in

The memories of you cheating stuck in my head like a knife
Until felt like I was about to lose my life
I waited too long to deal with the issues
Now somebody’s here passing me a tissue
For I can’t stop all the tears from flowing out my head
I might as well lie in a coffin as if I were dead

All of my words are gone
And I don’t know what to do
My emotions are all running around
Like wild animals in a zoo

All these thoughts are racing about you and I
As I sit here looking up the sky as if I were about to die
But it doesn’t matter anymore and I can’t think of one good reason
To take you back in my life not now or in any other season
Just going to take this one step at a time
And forget that I know you as I speak my last rhyme